Just A Thought….

I was just thinking today how much your feelings change from day to day....Sometimes, you walk through your day feeling like your heart is so full of love and blessings that it just might explode at any minute. And then, there are those days when you wake up and wonder if there is anybody out there at all who might be thinking of you and sending some good thoughts and love your way. The darkness can get so deep that you feel like it is swallowing you up and taking you down with it. I am Bi-Polar 1 (manic-depressive) and a rapid cycler, so for me, this is a daily event. Actually, it's an hourly event; trying to hold on to the good and turning away from the shadows of doubt that fill my mind.

It's been a decade and a half since I was told what I have. And, even though life is much simpler now and things seem to be more balanced, I constantly battle the gloom. I was just wondering, is there anyone out there like me? Anyone who struggles, even in their dreams, with the lightness and the darkness on a minute by minute basis? I really do want to know.

It was on my mind, so there it is......

Chauchetta D.